I Confess I’m A Shopaholic
being stuck in limbang and kiap between two borders of Brunei.
the impulse of buying stuff to pampered myself is accumulated. like the impulse of eating crackers or chips. never failed to seduce me each and every time. 
yeah lily’s bad habit.
so i let out my frustration through online shopping. and recently i found myself in love with Mr. low yat. he is the second best thing after deardear 😛 why? because he’s there 24/7 and loyal to attend my absurd demand (but a huge price to pay). mr. aki better, free of charge 😀
but today, I’m very emo. because of one mistake. one careless tick. my postage going to limbang BY SEA and i’ll only receive the parcel within one month from 2nd July 2009. FML! pig, the sender should let me know earlier so that i wont crazily made a call the post office or 1300300300 whenever i’m free. ONE MONTH! what im suppose to do while wait? it’s just a turnoff. like your parents promise to bring you for kay-ap-see later but turn you down in the end. like you always wanted the red velvet pouch mummy promise to buy but cannot because daddy no money.
the only thing i can do now is pray. that God protect my parcel and nobody shall harm it. Amen
in the waiting list
and many more to come :S but my wallet seriously needs nutrition. hurm, anyone? deardear 😀 :D?
Hear My Plea
Today is the day that i officially feels lazy to go work. Mind you that I’m not a good example. and not that i did it like a pro.
but to tell you the truth, i used to be a very kiasu, kiasi and kiabor person. meaning? during high school, i never get an MC even I’m being offered one. i remember during Form6, i was very very sick. no matter who persuade me, i just don’t want get an mc. at that period, getting a mc by all means you are incapable, lazy or simply a bad student.
This year, surprisingly my first year to obtain a mc. not that i never get sick before, but i never get one as i use my own personal leave to get a rest if I’m sick. and i thought getting mc was very hard. this year, increasing workload and involving in extra activities, falling sick is so damn easy.
that horrible weekend, i can’t ever stopped getting flashing back of no slumber land for a whole week. not mentioning none of your colleagues understands the need of finishing that slides or don’t even dream of them giving support. bah. i burst into tears for the first time ever in hospital limbang. maybe because I’m stewped so i can’t finish the slides. or I’m incompetent compare to mrling or mschan. i admit. i tell myself repeatedly I must do this, no matter how my underlings said bad things about me, annie told me to cincai doing it, even I’m on my own, in the power of God I will.
I thanked God we get into top 5, but deep down in my heart I’m not into this anymore. more surveys needed to be done. and I just pray that His Almighty will granted me wisdom to deal with this situation. no more doing this during office hours and learn how to prioritize things from now on.
Ah yea, the topic today. I get a leave simply because I want to have extra nap time. after all, I’m just a human 🙂 Forgive me, will yea?
Thank you
I want
to be free from thinking about the survey, client satisfaction, counter competition
to avoid any unnecessary meetings with Ms Crow
Ms Crow to be promoted and transferred to far far land away so that no one shall never saw her ever again. forever.
my staff so give me full co-operation and understanding that i needed so much now.
my deardear to give me undivided attention and layan-in my absurd demand. 😛 yeah im a spoiled
to become prettier and slimmer so no one shall ever tell me straight into my face that im fat! FML
to have more money so that i can shop unlimitedly, wearing all loyermod, tokyo fashion, whats and yoco designs to work so i everyday look like princess.
to go on vacation any part of the world and still immune to piggy cold. (I seriously think this picture is cute)
Is that too much to ask for?
Day 1: A Starting of A Journey
after i got to know how the famous Nuffnang Robb lose 40kg, I decided to try experienced it myself.
why? Because 4 person actually slapped me with the hardest truth “Miss, you are FAT” today. OMG!! i must diet. Determined to start over new leaf, a strong will to change. No more Pringles, bye bye Twisties, adios muah Chipster :(((((
my heart so firm till i actually spend rm120 on 135 green apples. Yes, its 135 apples for one whole month.
 
at this moment i’m, so excited hw will i proceed or failed. but i do look forward how will i look in the next thirty days.
wish me luck folks..seriously -___-!!
Mr. Blankey
sometimes he’s known as Mr. brown. other time it’ll would known as my Chau Chau. but most of the time it would become Mr Blankey. vowed to fulfill his task, he never fails, giving me the comfort i yearn for every time i need it.
hiding inside my comforter makes me feels secure.yup, really. come and try this hide out with me. rest assured it would be your best experience ever. mister comforter would give all the love and hugs you need.squirming in it, head tilted down sniffing mister pink (i shall blog about mister pink soon!)Â in the mist of smelling that familiar warmth, it gives you that certain sense of belonging.
Mister Blankey has this skin. square three layers ring. dark chocolate-pale brown-faded yellow or faded yellow rings surrounded the pale ring then dark chocolate square-ring. couldn’t say its yellow though, maybe i wash then it shall turned white again.i remember that fateful day that i met him.Parkson, Komtar Penang. during my sophomore years in uni. ahhh i remember uni, reminiscence of my fateful journey today. there lying among the others, he has the aura signaling me he is The One. which closed now. he belongs to The Favorita family, with black-ed -o- of the word itself.he serve me well, bear my 55kg weight on him every night till my tilam arrive. mister blankey do u remember?
well it almost six years now. thank you for becoming my hideout, my comforter. i promised i will wash you anytime soon and never ever kick you down from slumberland.
I’m Alive
It’s had been a very long time since I neglected this blog of mine. Yes,yadaa yadaa the very common thing to say but really bear with me. Well its not much, but I started to sort out my old post, deleting those boring and ‘copy and paste’ post (cannot guarantee any post beyond this would an interesting one though). After that, I began to choose a suitable header picture. Not having any idea, I start browsing around google, from church pictures, nature snapshots, bible wallpapers..and I end up choosing this. A depiction of a girl looking despair and praying. Its a matter of perspective though, rather subjective potrayal.
Why I choose this? I like the idea of summit and giving out whole heartedly. And I believe praying is the key showing a strong faith. This blog will record the very journey of my faith and trust to human, kindness and God. A journey that I took my time to reflect on..now and every moment
LUNALUNA 